Clueless.
Sometimes, i really really dont noe wad to blog.
Im bored of posting about my school life.
If you go back to my old blog, you can see i really blog alot.
Whereas now, im becoming more and more lazy.
Is thr a cure for lazy-ness?
Cos more and more pple are saying tht im becoming more lazy.
I didnt really publicise my current blog.
I dont really want alot pple to noe i have one.
And i noe thr are not much pple reading.
Maybe thr's none.
But, this is whr i can speak my heart out.
Blog = Online diary.
Ahhhhhhhhh.
Getting so emotional these days.
Now, i really noe the importance of my dad.
Haven been seeing him for a long time.
He really means alot to me.
Cos i think he's the only in my family who bothers about me.
Whereas, i feel tht my mum is bias.
She treats me differently from my sisters.
When i talk to her, it's like, im talking to a wall.
It really hurts when she's my mum.
When i talk to her, she replies me with face or hand languages.
When she answers yes, she replies with raising her eyebrow.
Am i really tht sickening to her?
Jealousy strikes me when i see how she communicate wif my second sis.
They talk really alot at home, like sisters.
Sometimes, i barely speak at home.
Tht's the reason why i dont really like going home.
But? My mum gives me curfew. And i cant be home late.
My dad treats me differently.
He gives me everything i want.
Thou he may be very strict with me at times.
But i noe, it's all for my own good.
He even apologise to me when he's in the wrong.
He'll say, 'sorry, sorry, i didnt did it on purpose'. (:
Even thou my mum treats me differently, but i noe she still care for me.
I dont hate her. Please.
I still love her, even thou she's ignorant to me.
So, maybe tht's the reason why i put friends before family.
I noe it's mean, i noe it's disrespectful.
But, friends gives me more love then my very own family.
I constantly thank god for giving me 3a1 and 4a1.
When i was in sec 3, tht's really when i feel im myself.
Tht's when how i should really behave.
I constantly thank god for giving me Club 9.
Alright, you pple may think, wad a stupid club.
A club tht is out thr to create trouble.
But no.
Club 9 means alot to me.
They're the ones who builds up my self confidence.
They're the ones who makes me be myself.
They're the ones who stood up for me.
They're the ones who make me know the importance of friendship.
They're the ones who make me feel at ease.
Thank you, God. For giving me Club 9.
I constantly thank god for giving me Xiaoqing, Weina, Huiyi and Jianming.
The 5 of us have been friends ever since sec one.
These pple are like the closest friend i ever had.
They're the ones who could be thr to share my problems.
They're the ones who could be thr with me whenever i need them.
They're the ones who could understand me.
Like wise, if pple are good to me, i'll be greatful to them.
I constantly thank god for Huiyi.
She's hmm... well, maybe the best fren i ever had.
Closer then anyone. Closer then my family.
But...........................
Sigh.
She lets me understand the true meaning of friendship.
And also, the loss of friendship.
I give in many many times.
Everyday, hoping to get back what i want.
Oh well.........................
Some wounds just cannot be healed.
Even when you try to heal it.
Thr will be still a scar left behind.
The scar will leave memories for me.
One more person.
Ahhh.. i dont tink i'll write it here.
But tht person means alot to me too.
Tht person really dotes on me. ((:
Ahhh..
I have so many pple for thank god for.
Pple like benson, ken, weiquan, peiyu, peijue, martin, auntie julia, david uncle.. etc.
(some of you may not noe who they're)
But they taught me alot of things in life.
I grew up with them.
Ever since i was born.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
I wonder why am i writing all these stuffs.
Out of the blue.
Well, these things just poped into my mind.
That's it.
Haha.
I realise i can really be lablled as 'pig'.
Haha.
Every friday, i am always very sleepy. Esp after school.
So saturday, i always wake up at 1 or 2pm.
If no one wakes me up, i can sleep till 3 or 4pm.
And sometimes, i'll still take a nap in the afternoon.
No la, im jus merely tired.
That's all. Hahaha.
I have so many homewrks undone.
Math, Chinese, English, Social Studies.
Thr was a change in time table.
Damn, i didnt copy down the new one.
Oh well.. doesnt matter, all my textbooks are in school.
I only noe thr's pe on monday.
And my all my classmates are saying, "monday very shiok, dont need to study".
LMAO.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Sheila On 7 is a good band.
