Indecisive.
When life was perfect for me, i didnt treasure the times.
So now, when life is like shit for me, i suffer.
I feel constrained and helpless because i want to give her up.
But cant find the courage to do so.
And so now im indecisive, im sitting on the fence.
But the way she's treating me makes me wanna give up.
How how how how?
How how how?
How how?
HOW?
Thanks and so much for all the 'bestie' lah k.
Thanks and so much for all the 'i wont leave frens for boyfren' lah k.
Im just gonna be obvious here.
I'm all mentally prepared.
Now tht daddy is gone.
Who's thr to give me love?
Okay, now i sound like a desperado.
I wonder how dead can i be next week.
After getting report book.
So dead.
I might just end my life just like tht.
Poof.Angeline's dead.
Ha ha, im so happy.
Rest in peace.
It's kinda silly to end my life jus like tht, i noe.
But.
But.
But.
Isnt tht the best solution?
Then my family wont be embarrassed bcos their child here cant bring pride to the family.
Like what chao hao said.
I may say i wanna be back to the cheerful and happy side of me, i myself noe tht i'll still be wearing a 'mask'.
Like who doesnt?
Everybody wear a mask.
Okay, this was supposed to be posted ystd night.
But, something was wrong with the internet connection.
So............
Uh, yeah.
Didnt say bye to some frens as well.
Allister is a good band.
