Speechless.
I was shocked for those who tagged.
They're the one.
The least i expected to care for me.
The more i expect for something happen, the more it wont happene.
Anonymous.
Thou i dont noe who you're.
I agree with every sentence u tagged.
It makes sense, but i dont noe how long i can continue to hang on.
With the pressure on me................. i don't know.
I think far away.
I wonder and ponder far away.
I wonder what will happen.
I wonder and wonder all day long..................
I stare into blank spaces.
I don't noe which is my true self.
Seriously.
Is it the angeline at school.
Or the angeline at home.
They're 2 different persons.
Split personality.
In school, i feel it's like more of my home.
Or maybe tht's not my true self.
The angeline in school has been wearing a mask all the while.
Just to fake it out.
Just to show the other side of me.
Which is the real me?
How can i noe the real me?
I always feel tht my mum is bias.
Just cause im stupid and i cant produce good results for or i didnt bring pride to my family.
She's bias against me?
At the dining table, when me, my mum and my sis is having dinner.
She spoke to my sis, 'eat more meat, eat more vegie, drink more soup".
And me?
She dont even care if im not eating.
She doesnt even lay her eyes on me.
I feel just like a dust to her.
Speaking to her is like talking to a wall.
She replies to me using face languages.
Or, 'um', 'ya', 'dunno'.
Tht's wad i get?
They dont understand me at all.
I guess my frens understands me more than them.
I nvr had a conversation with my mum bfore.
Not even a 15 min talk.
All she do is nag at my studies tht's all.
Everything i do is wrong to her.
She buys this and that for my sisters.
When i want a simple thing frm her, it's a no no.
I have to do something for her bfore i get wad i want.
Okay, so wad if im jealous?
Im just jealous.
Can i?
Friends.
Oh well.
I noe who're my true friends, i noe, i noe.
Those who cared.
I aprreciate you all.
Those who...............................
I shall keep quiet at the moment.
When the time is ripe, i wouldn't stay quiet anymore.
I love my friends and family.
I do, i do.
But wad do i get back?
Sometimes, i dont get back anything from them.
I kept quiet.
I bottled everything up.
They don't know how i feel.
They cant see.
They're just waiting for the volcano to erupt.
Tht's it.
Only then, they'll noe.
So, time will tell, time will turn and tell.
Okay.
Maybe i shld jus move on with life.
So, i went out wif my besties today. -Jian ming and Xiao qing.
Hmm.. bought some stuffs.
What more can i say?
I had a wonderful time with them.
And then.......................
I went to meet my mum at paragon.
I was like a dummy loh.
I only spoke to my relatives thr.
I cant even bring up a converstation with my mum.
I tried, but she ignored me.
What more can i say?
Tht's it.......................................................................................
Unwritten Law is a good band.
