Again.
Sometimes, the responses i get is like........... nobody cares.
It's not tht i want pple to care about me.
But..........................
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
No one will understand.
The things i see, the things i've been through makes me realised alot of things.
Well.
It doesn't pay to be kind to certain pple. Tht's one point.
What goes around comes around. Tht's another.
Bloody hell.
I don't wanna live in a family by which, my mum hates talking to me and my mum loves talking to my 2nd sis.
I see all these happening all the time. I'll look at them and ponder, am i their child..?
In this world, nobody understands me.
Let aside, besties.
They'll be like, 'aiyah, dun think so much laa, it's nothing."
What do you mean by nothing..?
Cause, they don't know what's happening and they couldn't care less.
Cause, they've got other pple they want to care for.
At some point of time, i wonder like, do i even exist?
Like, nobody cares about my existance. At all.
Now, pple will be like, "okay, here she goes again.."
Ya, here i go again. I hate to do this.
But when will this stop?
3 things in life.
Family, friends and god.
3 of the most important things in life i guess.
But who's actually listening to me or my craps?
The tagboard explains.
Who actually cares?
The tagboard explains.
Who really cares about you?
The phone. (sms/call) or talking to you in reality.
Sometimes i really feel like having someone to spill everything out tht is in my heart.
Hey, but who..?
If anyone volunteered, he/she will be very appreciated.
But for now, it's hard laa.
Even the closest ones are doing these to me.
What happened to me, xq, wn, hy?
What happened to club 9?
Everything i love is gone.
I find myself pretty weird.
I mean just look at my posts.
Sometimes, i'm happy and high.
Sometimes, i'm sad and depressed like what.
Tht's what i call, life.
I gotta face it.
And why in the hell am i blogging at this time..?
I'm supposed to be sleeping/studying.
I feel like, i don't even exist..........................
Really.
Really.
Really.
Really.
Really.
But, i gotta move on.................................................................
Boys Night Out is a good band.
