Panic! at N lvls.
I'm really starting to panic and get worried.
Like, shit. There's insufficient time left.
Really reallly realllyyyy.
Thts the reason why i've been blogging at these time.
I've been thinking and strategising alot just now.
For my N lvls, i won't be depending on mother tounge and science.
Those are my weakest.
Therefore, i'm really gonna focus alot on math, poa and english.
Math and poa, i've booked Elton to be my tutor.
Humanities, i'm gonna try my best.
I count and count and count and try to estimate the score i'm gonna get.
I was acting like one nutcase just now.
Walking round and round my room, pulling my shirt, talking to myself.
And i just realised, i did those things.
And when i sat down, i trembled.
Now, i noe fear.
My expectations are way low.
I just wanna promote to sec 5.
Tht's my parents expectations too.
And, if i were to promote to sec 5.. i can get a Mp3 player, a adidas watch, a new bag and my dad's laptop. Those are what my parents promised me.
And most importantly, pride.
Now, you noe how low my standard is and how much motivation they need to give me.
So, why not work for it..?
Social studies.....
6 chaps to study.
I'm gonna focus on 4 chaps.
It's all about strategising.
So yea.
But, i still haven't finish tht 4 chaps.
I'm giving myself this wake-up call.
And to those pple out thr, Wake-Up.
Think about it.
I rather suffer and tahan now for these few weeks than to suffer in the future for years.
Omg, i sound like miss toh now. -.-
But see, study and mug for now, when N lvls finish, i can party till i drop.
Hahaa.. no laa, i'm not tht havoc.
So yea so yea.
Now, i'm going off to study Social studies.
Hopefully, till 4.30am.
Black Light Burns is a good band.
