I was late for school today for the same old damn reason.
Stomachache (sp?)
Ala, tummy ache lah.
Like................................................... ku ku bird lah.
And i got highlighted on my classlist.
And like what miss toh said, "If you're absent or late, i can just bring your name up and you'll be blacklisted when you're promoting to sec 5.......................... then, i can jolly well disaaprove you from promoting".
She's like so hiao lah.
Whoooppppssssssyyyyyyy.
K lah k lah.

If it werent for my tummy ache, i wuld be able to reach school on time.
I'm always late for school bcos of my tummy ache.
How................................. dumb.
So, i sat at the toilet for 15 mins.
Waiting for my **** to come out.
It's like, want come out, then dun want come out.
**** also can be indecisive you know?
Hahahahaha, k this is gross.

And then.
My sneezing fit struck me again!
Like, wah lao eh.
Whole day i feel so terrible.
Sorry to Jocelyn and Adelene for using up the whole packet of your tissues.
And i seriously look like a drug addict.
With those red and puffy eyes.
So................................ terrible.

Had extended lessons for this week.
So boring lah can?
Poa, she went giler again.
Then she told us the condition of her back.
Saying tht she need to go check up and see if she needs to go for a surgery or something something.
Sometimes, i feel sorry for her, sometimes, i just cant tahan her.
I just feel that i didnt study much for today.
Was talking away or the teacher is not doing anything or the teacher is not around.
Idk.

Dadadada dododododododododod.
After school.
Huiyi and xiaoqing came over to my house.
To? Idk for what also.
Use comp?
And i cooked instant noodles for em leh.
LOL.
So, we chat and chat
and chat
and chat
and chat and chat.
Till about 4.30pm?
Then went to the pasar malam.
Then, go home.
Then, i took medicine.

I feel so dizzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyy now.
I took 2 of the panadol cold relief.
Isst too much?
And i ate it with empty stomache.
How?
I stood up to took my physics workbook jus now, i almost fell onto the floor.
I feel so cold all of a sudden.
My head was turling and turling.............
Haha.
It's a nice feeling thou.
Ho ho ho.

I use to spin myself around a dozen of times in class.
And then i'll start walking like a crab.
And i enjoyed the feeling.
Tsk tsk.
Hahahahaha.

Switchfoot is a good band.

Stop calling my house and say, "Hello, is this SMU (Singapore Management Institute)?"
Or, "Hello, Dr. Tan please".
Or, "Hello, Selima ada?"

Cos, i'll say, "Wrong number"
Or, "Don't have Dr Tan, Dr Kuang have you want?"
Or, "Tak ada, angeline ada, mau tak?"

Ya.
I cant stop receiving wrong numbers.
Irritating sial.
Urgghhh.

Emery is a good band.

And so, i cried today in class.
It's been so long since i last cried.
Oh well.
Things are so complicated.

I can only say, my class is just full of hypocrites and BIG MOUTHS.
Watch your words pple.
Not all but a handful of them.
And my class is just so not cooperative.

Everyone is full of shit.
Born and raised by hypocrites.
From the cradles to the grave.

Stopped japser and huiyi from a very heated quarrel today.
It was like in the middle of the whole school lah.
I guess everyone must be looking at us.
I was caught in the middle trying to stop everything.
And i accidentally gave jasper a slap.
Didn't mean it thou.
But it was just a gentle one.
I wanted him to stop arguing.
Jas wanted a fight wif her lah.
Like, are u mad? She's a girl and you're a guy lehh.
Managed to seperate the both of them alas.
And i guess things are alrite now lah.

I can only say i'm a very friends-centered person.
I don't like to see my friends getting hurt.
Be it physically or mentally or emotionally.
Aiya, in any way la.

But after school was kinda back to normal.
Soccer cheered me up.
I just played like one giler whore.
I took off my shoes and played like crazy.
Tht's the only way i could relate myself to and not to think of my probs.
But the B.B came in and screwed up all the fun.
Knn sia.

So many problems are running through my head.
Why does all bad things happen to me!?
Sigh sigh.
Perhaps i shld go pray or something.

Franz Ferdinand is a good band.

It's pretty or rather very saddening to be known as a barrier.
When sometimes i try to be kind.
Some just don't understand or appreciate.
They always think they're right.
When i'm kind and giving next time, don't complain anymore.
I'm just seriously sad about what i saw.
People mistakens me for my good intention.
It hurts.
Sigh.
Oh well.
I'm done.

Seriously, everything i do just seems to be wrong.
What can i do then i'll be right?
Sometimes i feel like i'm better off dead when pple just hates me.
Oh yes, i back to death again.
Whatever lah k.

School day?
The whole day was like all free periods.
Decided to join jasper and gang for chats and fun rather than sleeping or doing homewrk.
They're just one hell of a giler babis.
Haha, no lah, very fun pple.
You know what's a phudi?
Hahaha.
And whenever i lie and sleep on the table, pple often ask, "eh.. you sick ah?" or "why so sad?"
Hahaha.
Sometimes i'm just plain tired lah.
Only sometimes, feeling down and sad and thinking of many many things.
But indeed, most of the time, i lie down and think of many things.

K, so after school had lunch with xiaoqing and huiyi.
And the centeen seems to be so empty.
I used to remb 2 yrs ago, when our seniors were around, the canteen always seem to be full of noises and pple.
Unlike now.

I hate my mum for venting her anger on when when she isnt in the mood.
Is sucks, totally.

Box Car Racer is a good a band.

Oh well.
Somebody is just trying to spoil everything.
Stare somemore and i gouge your eyes out.
Asshole, you're just plain useless.
Smart alec only.
Knncb sia.
This is my first time being vulgar here.
Which means im really pissed.
I just don't like the sight of you seriously.
Sorry.

Ahhhhhhhhh.. k fuck.
Anyways.
Today is sorta like a 'soccer day'.
Played during recess and after school.
And yea, soccer is fun.
My head still have the impact by the header.
Sakit sia.

The Subways is a good band.

I always have mixed feelings.
I'm always confused.
Idk wad to do seriously.
Sigh sigh sigh.

You think you know disappointment?
Ha.
Ha.
Ha.

I don't like to interrupt.
I don't like to be a sombong.
I don't like to be a barrier.
I don't like to wait. (sometimes)

K, so what do you want?
Urghh.

K, i just got to noe this band - Family Force 5.
Genre, hardcore rap as stated by fina.
Very the nice loh.
Hahaha.
I likeeee.

K anyways.
Had lunch with jasper, jianming and xiaoqing at Alif today.
Today was, ha ha ha.
Alot of things happening ahhh.
This and that.
Idk lah.
Hatred fills jasper. ALOT!
Hahaha.

Family Force 5 is a good band.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I'm going for the rock concert - Youth Gone Wild.
Bought tickets frm Zullie.
Okay, at least this is something tht lightens me up. (:
I'm so looking forward to it.

So, i had lunch after school today at some kopitiam near my house.
Hardly see students go to kopitiam these days rite rite.
Uh.. so, i went with jianming, pritpal, nadia, xiaoqing and huiyi.
The laska sucks once again.
Taste, like, plain water.
Not even spicy at all.

K so, this bestie.
Erm.
Hmm.
Mmmhmmm.
Don't noe la.

Tom delonge previously frm Blink 182.
And drummer from The Offspring.
And a gutarist previously from The Distillers.
Makes up, Angels and Airwaves.
Awesome-ness.

The Distillers disbanded sehh.
Sad siak.

Angels and Airwaves is a good band.

When life was perfect for me, i didnt treasure the times.
So now, when life is like shit for me, i suffer.


I feel constrained and helpless because i want to give her up.
But cant find the courage to do so.
And so now im indecisive, im sitting on the fence.
But the way she's treating me makes me wanna give up.
How how how how?
How how how?
How how?
HOW?

Thanks and so much for all the 'bestie' lah k.
Thanks and so much for all the 'i wont leave frens for boyfren' lah k.
Im just gonna be obvious here.
I'm all mentally prepared.

Now tht daddy is gone.
Who's thr to give me love?
Okay, now i sound like a desperado.

I wonder how dead can i be next week.
After getting report book.
So dead.
I might just end my life just like tht.
Poof.Angeline's dead.
Ha ha, im so happy.
Rest in peace.
It's kinda silly to end my life jus like tht, i noe.
But.
But.
But.
Isnt tht the best solution?
Then my family wont be embarrassed bcos their child here cant bring pride to the family.

Like what chao hao said.
I may say i wanna be back to the cheerful and happy side of me, i myself noe tht i'll still be wearing a 'mask'.
Like who doesnt?
Everybody wear a mask.


Okay, this was supposed to be posted ystd night.
But, something was wrong with the internet connection.
So............
Uh, yeah.
Didnt say bye to some frens as well.

Allister is a good band.

Sometimes, i just feel like crying.
Sometimes, i just feel like shouting.
Sometimes, i just feel like dying.
Sometimes, i just don't know what i want.
Sometimes, i just don't know how i feel.

I thank those who cared.
I thank those who didnt cared as well, at least i noe you didnt care.
Thanks.
And many thanks.

Some say i think too much.
Yes, i think far away, far far away.
Bcos of this someone, i neglect somebody else.
Which guilts me.
So, i no longer care about that someone.
I'm not gonna neglect somebody else.
I'll try my very best to be who i used to be.
Within the shortest time possible.
But, i need time.

But still, thr are thousands and millons of problems in my mind.
Nothing could wash away them.
The future freaks me out.
Worried.
Worries.
Worry.

But at least if i love my family and friends, could they give me back some love?
I'm not asking for a lot.
Just some.

I wanna be the happy and cheerful angeline like bfore can?
Can i?
Can i?
Can i find back my old self?

I hate it when you think tht i can't live without you.
Get a life please.
Don't assume that i'll take the initiative.

& Hilly just likes to waste time.
Always does.

Evanescence is a good band.

I was shocked for those who tagged.
They're the one.
The least i expected to care for me.
The more i expect for something happen, the more it wont happene.

Anonymous.
Thou i dont noe who you're.
I agree with every sentence u tagged.
It makes sense, but i dont noe how long i can continue to hang on.
With the pressure on me................. i don't know.
I think far away.
I wonder and ponder far away.
I wonder what will happen.
I wonder and wonder all day long..................
I stare into blank spaces.

I don't noe which is my true self.
Seriously.

Is it the angeline at school.
Or the angeline at home.
They're 2 different persons.
Split personality.

In school, i feel it's like more of my home.
Or maybe tht's not my true self.
The angeline in school has been wearing a mask all the while.
Just to fake it out.
Just to show the other side of me.

Which is the real me?
How can i noe the real me?

I always feel tht my mum is bias.
Just cause im stupid and i cant produce good results for or i didnt bring pride to my family.
She's bias against me?
At the dining table, when me, my mum and my sis is having dinner.
She spoke to my sis, 'eat more meat, eat more vegie, drink more soup".
And me?
She dont even care if im not eating.
She doesnt even lay her eyes on me.
I feel just like a dust to her.
Speaking to her is like talking to a wall.
She replies to me using face languages.
Or, 'um', 'ya', 'dunno'.
Tht's wad i get?
They dont understand me at all.

I guess my frens understands me more than them.
I nvr had a conversation with my mum bfore.
Not even a 15 min talk.
All she do is nag at my studies tht's all.
Everything i do is wrong to her.

She buys this and that for my sisters.
When i want a simple thing frm her, it's a no no.
I have to do something for her bfore i get wad i want.
Okay, so wad if im jealous?
Im just jealous.
Can i?

Friends.
Oh well.
I noe who're my true friends, i noe, i noe.
Those who cared.
I aprreciate you all.
Those who...............................
I shall keep quiet at the moment.
When the time is ripe, i wouldn't stay quiet anymore.

I love my friends and family.
I do, i do.
But wad do i get back?
Sometimes, i dont get back anything from them.
I kept quiet.
I bottled everything up.
They don't know how i feel.
They cant see.
They're just waiting for the volcano to erupt.
Tht's it.
Only then, they'll noe.
So, time will tell, time will turn and tell.


Okay.
Maybe i shld jus move on with life.
So, i went out wif my besties today. -Jian ming and Xiao qing.
Hmm.. bought some stuffs.
What more can i say?
I had a wonderful time with them.
And then.......................
I went to meet my mum at paragon.
I was like a dummy loh.
I only spoke to my relatives thr.
I cant even bring up a converstation with my mum.
I tried, but she ignored me.
What more can i say?
Tht's it.......................................................................................


Unwritten Law is a good band.

I'm just awaiting for death.
For death.
For death.
For death.
Death.................................................................................

Some people are just so, urgh.
Some words are better left unsaid.
Especially here.
Stop acting like you care loh.
I can see it thru your eyes.
You're just asking for the sake of asking.
And i bet you're, and i know.
I shall not be harsh.
I shall just keep my mouth shut, if not, ah ha, you may nvr noe.
And i think i'm jus gonna shout at tht person anytime soon.
Anytime.......................
Anytime..................................
Time will tell, time will turn and tell.

To xiaoqing: No more contridiction k, i've made up my mind (:

Cloud 9 isnt above me anymore, for a long time.
Thing's arent as beautiful as bfore anymore.
My mind is going wild anytime soon.
Anytime......................
Time will tell, time will turn and tell.

Today.
I just feel numb.
I just feel like scolding everybody.
I just feel like asking everyone to just SHUT UP.
For once.
I just think tht everybody sucks.
I just feel like telling everyone in their face, "shut up, you suck, get lost."
I don't know why.
Seriously.
I even feel like scolding the teachers.
For no good reason.
Everything just irks me today.
Tsk tsk tsk.

Many say, i'm not the happy and cheerful angeline as bfore anymore.
Why.
Why.
Why.
Who, why, how, when has gotten me into this state?

Everything i do seems to be wrong.
This is wrong, that is wrong.
Jianming wanted to play or bet with a stake of life with me today.
He didnt dare.
At tht point of time, i was serious.
Everything i do, is useless.
I'm similar to junk.
Maybe junk is better than me, at least it can still be recycled.
And me?
Nothing.

I really really really feel like dying..........................................
(not attention seeking)
Anyway, i'm gonna make my blog private soon.
If not, some may say im a fake or some may say i'm a attention seeker.

Fake?
Who's not fake in this world?
Everyone is just a fucking fake in this fucking world.
You're a fake, just like anyone of us.
Face the very fact.
Again, i state - even the most perfect are nothing but sinners.
NOTHING BUT SINNERS.

Ahhhhhhhhhh.. k la.
Tmrw no school.
Holiday in lieu for the teachers.
Good or bad? I don't know.

It doesn't pay to be kind.
Stop being a kind person and let pple take advantage of you anymore.
Bare in mind.
Jianming and eddie taught me the idiom in chinese lah.
"Wang en fu yi"
Bare tht in your brain.

Saves The Day is a good band.

Sometimes it just doesnt pays to be kind.

Okayyy.
Mid year exams is equivalent to shit.
What's the point of studying i kept asking myself.
When, i study, i fail, i dont study, i fail.
It's useless.
Pple have talents, i dont.
I'm useless.
Sometimes i just think tht ending my life would solve everything.

At the kerb of the road, i often have the urge to just run and let any vehicle hit me.
End my life.
Woohooooooo wheeeeeeeeee.
Right?
Suffer for short term rather than suffering for a long term.
Oolala.
I often have tht mindset lah.
What more can i say? Teenagers always have suicidal thoughts.
Or some may slit their wrist.
I think tht's rather painful.
Bfore you die, u still have to endure the pain and wait for all your blood to finish bleeding then u can die.
Or some may want to jump of buildings.
Uhh.. no no for me.
I wanna die with all my body parts with me. Or die with beauty.
I think the best is to die in your sleep.
Ah ha, medicine!
Hard to get ahh, these days.

Cos death is the best way to end every problem.
Then i wouldn't have to listen to my parent's 'singings' anymore.
Then i wouldn't have to study anymore.
Then i wouldn't have to............................................ whatever shit la k.

And sometimes i'm just curious about life after death.
Isst heaven or hell?
Or maybe thr isnt any heaven or hell.
Then, every month my family or friends will send me some money, some shirts, some handphone, some laptop, some mp3.
Life after death isnt so bad after all ehh?
Hahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha.

I'm all mentally prepared for the worst.
I don't noe wad will happen after this week.
It's the last week for me to rejoice.

School sucks everyday for me.
Nothing seems to be interesting at all.
Maybe life just sucks.
Please, anything tht can make me look forward to everyday?

Waking up every morning with my mind thinking, okay, it's gonna be another dead and boring day.
Let time past faster.

Here's a fact lah.
When you have something to look forward to everyday, when you have something to make u happy or smile, time passes very fast.
When you have nothing to look forward to everyday, when you're being a loner without anything to make u happy or smile, times passes very slowly.

The Distillers is a good band.

I seriously hate the word, COMPARE.
Compare and compare and compare and compare.
Urghhhhhhhhhhhh. Like fuck.
Mum always compare me with others.
It's like, "look at the whosoever ah, pple so hardworking, so smart then you leh? ask u study like ask u go die liddat."
And then she'll go, "look at the whosoever, pple score so well for their exams, and you? keep failing and failing and your results are always so low."
Then, "look at big sis, so smart, look at second sis, so smart. Then you? useless."

And my mum once told me in chinese, "ren bi ren, qi si ren".
Which means, you compare a person with another, will only make the person more angry."
Which is like so true, if u guys really understand in chinese.

School, compare again.
This time round, class compare with another class.
It's like, pple have different abilities, you cant just compare like tht.
It's unfair.
Jus like, a bird can fly, and a fish can swim.
One can fly but cant swim and one can swim but cant fly, so what's the point of comparing?
For students, some pple are just slower than others rite.
Maybe some are lazier, some are just born smarter and brighter.
The more i say, the more i'm boiled up.
FUCK.

I hate my mum at times for blaming everything on me.
Everything tht goes wrong in my family i'll be the first suspect to be accused.
They'll go, "peiling lah, peiling lah, peiling do one." (peiling is my chinese name)
It's like, anything tht goes wrong, i'll defintely be the one tht's at fault.
I'm always at fault!
Sometimes, i'll just ignore them or i'll flare up and argue at them.
Being the youngest doesnt mean i cant talk back, if i'm right, i'll argue for my rights.

Anyway, mum told me this few weeks ago.
She said, "if you cant get past N lvls this year, i'll just send you to ITE." "i don't wanna waste money to pay for your examination fees another time."
She thinks tht ite will just accept those who fail N lvls?
Nah. Not so easy.
They just like to put me down, seriously.
So, it's time for me to buck up.
For real.
Bcos of fear.

School today?
It's was like fuck.
Boring shit.
Mrs Tai wasnt here today.
So i had a chat with eddie and jian ming.
Jianming told us his true feelings.
And i think he's gonna flare up anytime soon.
He's just tolerating for the time being.
I hope i wont see him flare up, cos i noe it really isnt gonna be pleasant.
And i'm pretty concerned for him as well, he's been under much stress.
Oh well, he's been my best friend since sec one. It's hard not to concern.
Bcos of his personal friendship matters, i pity him at times.
It's good tht i actually have a good guy-friend.
We can really understand each other.
Like, sometimes we dont noe how guys feel and guys sometimes just dont understand how we girls feel.
It doesn't feel good without any true friends.
And it feels worst when your true friends betray or left you.
Really.

Alrightyyyy.
So after school, jianming flared up or due to stress, he began to use his knuckles to hit the steel/metal window pane.
He hit once, and his knuckles bleed.
He continued doing it again.
It only bled more.
Sigh, sometimes, hitting things really do help release stress.
Or cutting myself, and please not for the trend.
Not emo k.
I once carved a star on my fore-arm using sissors and metal ruler and penknife.
And now, it left a scar.
Actually thr was another word, "rage" on my hand, but the scar has gone.
Only the star is left now.
But actually, i like it - the star-scar. Hahaha.

Okay, back to the issue.
So, kinda stopped jianming.
Then, went to have lunch with him and huiyi.
At, somewhr near my house.
Hy ate meegoreng, jm ate hokkienmee, i ate springchickenrice.
Do u even want to noe those info?
No rite, i bet.
K, so around 3 plus hy left to find roy.
Me and jianming stayed to chat for awhile.
And he began to tell me his personal problems again.
So we talk and talk and talk and chat and chat and chat.
Yada yada bla bla bla.
Tick, 1530, we left and headed home.
Tock, i'm here loh.
K, boring rite.

K, Alex Turner is so hot.
I love his voice lah.

Coheed and Cambria is a good band.

Okayy.
So my dad came back last saturday and now he's back in his kampung.
One week passes so fast, now he's gone.
I'll have to wait another month to see him againnnnn.

Bfore he left, he finally helped me to reformat my computer.
Now my computer is like, so clean.
Haha, but it's really tedious.
Easy to reformat, but tedious to re-install every programme.
Sad thing is, all my games are gone, esp my Need for Speed Underground 2. (nvm, i can borrow it frm pritpal the drop of urine).
Good thing is, i managed to save all of my files.
And it took me days to transfer everything.
Using a pathetic 512MB thumbdrive to transfer all my files to my other com.
Just my songs, it took up around 10GB of my computer.
Ho ho ho.

And now, i have to transfer everything back to my current com again.
So damn tedious la.
But at least after reformatting, my computer system is wrking much faster.
It has it's pros and cons.

Alright.
Ystd, went out with xiaoqing, weina and huiyi.
It's been quite some time since the four of has gone out tgt.
I really missed the times lah, i must say.

Huiyi called me in the morning first.
Asking me if i wanna go out for shopping.
So i asked her to ask weina and xiaoqing.
Coincidentally, both of them were also going out.
Also, to bugis.
But they met earlier and i met huiyi later.
Huiyi came over to my house first.
For god-knows-reasons.
She claimed tht she wants to leave home earlier.
Evrybody just hates home.

Alright, we had salon-playing at my house.
Hahaha.
K, so we set off to met XQ and WN later on.
Don't know why everybody's so moody lah.
But after taking the neoprints, they're all feeling much better.
Around 3pm plus, huiyi had to go home for some family dinner.
Then around 5pm plus, weina had to go home for some family dinner as well.
Everybody is having family dinner xcept for me and xiaoqing. Boo hoo.
Hahaha.
So me and xq continued to shop around.
XQ bought a tee fer jus 10 dollars and the design is really nice.

After tht XQ and me sat down somewhr in parco to chat.
We always have some good chat.
Chatted till around 6pm.
Then we went off to meet eddie at lot 1 for dinner.
The hamsters at the pet shop thr is like so freaking cute lah.
Infront of the cage it wrote, "Hamsters petition: Don't buy me just because i'm cute".
Something like tht.
It makes sense lah.

K then, we shopped around and went home.
And, here are the pics:


Huiyi the sexy at my house. hahaha.


Can u figure out who took the photo?


Classic.


Uhh..


I'm jealous lah k, huiyi is taller then me. Boo hoo.


Ho ho, we got the same stare.


Ah qing and me. Haha.


I heart them all.

Atreyu is a good band.

Here's something tht i wanna tell tht i've experienced bfore.
3 yrs back.
The day bfore 1st day of school of my sec one.
I went to sentosa with my neighbours, sister and uncle.
We went thr to dunno-do-what.
Okay, so i arrived at this place.
The 'snake river' infront of the huge merlion.
Thr's this very long man-made river.
So my uncle said, 'eh.. let's walk down the river and wash our feet'.
Okay, so boom, splash, splash.
We were enjoying ourselves inside.
Doo doo daa daa doo doo daa daa.
Then when i was coming out of the 'river'.
The side of my foot cut thru the tiles on the side.
At first, i felt nth.
Then, feeling only a tiny winy bit of pain, i took a look at my foot.
And i was like, "err... Peijue, look at my foot".
And she was like, "omg! omg! what happened? you okay anot?".
Hahaha, cos thr's was a deep cut on the side of my right foot.
I didnt feel anything in the first place cos i got cut in the water.
When u get cuts in the water, thr wont be any pain.
Only after u got out of the water.
Okay.
Then, my uncle quickly rushed to call for the park ranger.
While i sat beside the 'river' looking at my cut, and wow.. i can see my flesh and the veins leh.
Hahaha.
So the 2 park ranger came riding on the motorbike and he applied some medicine on my wound and said, "Hmm.. cannot lah, this wound need to be stitched, must go to the hospital".
One auntie stood beside me and said to his son, "aiyo, next time dun go inside and play alrdy lah."
And i tink becos of tht, the 'river' is now restricted for pple to go in. Hahaha.

K, so i was sent to KK children and woman's hospital for stitches.
I had a total of 8 stitches on my foot.
Pain pain pain.
Boo hoo.
And you noe wad?
I didnt went back to the hospital to get my stitches removed.
I took the stitches out myself.
Day by day, i pluck out one by one.
Hahaha.

Worst thing was, it was the day bfore the first day of school of my first day in hilly.
Haha.
So first week of school, i got myself excused.

Okay, why in the hell am i posting this?
Cos the old wound is now hurting.
I dont noe why.
I often get cramps on my right foot.
Uh oh, uh oh, uh uh uh oh.


K la k la.
Hmm.. mmhmmm...
and, EXAMS are so fucking over la.
Sigh, still pretty upset bout something.
Something something.
Regrets fills me now.
I'm sorry sorry sorry k.
Really sorry k.
Looking into your eyes makes my heart really ache, i dunno why i had this feeling also.
I noe u noe wad im talking about.
Sigh.

Keane is a good band.

I had my chinese ppr 2 today.
I was half deaf this morning once again.
Bcos of my flu which caused my ear to be blocked.
The liquid frm my nose flowed to my ear and then, it's blocked.
So, while i was struggling with my ppr half-way thru.
I rubbed my eyes, and one strand of my eye lash fell onto my ppr.
Then, i recalled.
Huiyi once told me if you drop your eyelashes, you can make a wish.

Oh well, i gave it a try.
I crossed my fingers and closed my eyes and wished, "please please, let me gain my hearing back, please please... let me blow once and then i can hear as per normal, please please".
And then, i blew my ear........... POP.
I can hear as per normal!!
Straight away i smiled and i had the mood to do my chinese ppr.

Haha, k la k la.
The ppr was alright for me leh but not for the multiple choice ques and the comprehension and the word sentencing lah.
Ala, the whole ppr lah.
Hahaha.

And then im going to repeat the same thing again.
So, i went to have breakfast with Jianming, Jasper, Jiekai and Huiyi at Macdonald's again.
As usual.
Ate, chatted, laughed.
Then, like tht loh.
Jasper, Jiekai and Jiajun was caught by the CID for underage smoking.
They were silly enough to smoke in school uniform outside macdonald openly.
Oh well, but the CID only gave them a warning tht's all.

Alright, so after tht went home and tht's all.

Dear Whoever is a good band.

I'm pretty obsessed with the pronounciation of names actually.
So i'm gonna post everybody's name. (4a1 & frens)
Only those applicable lah.

Adelene: ehh the lene.
Hui yi: hwee yee.
Pei ling: peh ling.
Jocelyn: joe see leen.
Xiao qing: siao ching.
Angeline: angel leen.
Linda: leen dah.
Fiona: feee yooo naaah.
Nadiah: nahh dee yahh.
Sharifah: shaaa ree faahh.
Syamilah: sha mee lah.
Daniel: there nail.
Eddie: ehh dee.
Hannan: huh nan.
Pritpal: preet pile.
Roy: rooo why.
Aloysious: a looy sheers.

Jason: jay sen.
Aaron: aye ren.
Elaine: eee lane.
Aileen: eye leen.
Agnes: act ness.
Zulhaily: zoo hi lee.

usually christian names are applicable.
and the list goes on and on and on.........


Hmm..
I feel like killing a bangla/indian.
Okay, almost every morning this bangla will go jogging with the same shirt, same pants, same headband, same shoes.
And he'll walk past me everymorning, unluckily.
The first time i saw him, he smiled at me.
Being a nice person, i smiled abit.
The second time, he smiled at me and raised his eyebrows up and down up and down.. with those pervertic look.
The third time, i saw him half naked and i almost fainted.
His chest hair is like, woah woah woah woah woah woah woah woah.
Hahaha.. he has lotsa lotsa chest and body hair lah.
And he's short and fat and he has an Afro or curly curly hair which is like so damn thick.
Hahahahaha.
It's like so damn gross.
The fourth time, he was behind me and he 'zoot' me. (using his lips and suck in the air which will make the sound 'zoot zoot'.)
Many pple use tht way to call each other.
So, he zoot me and i freaked out and walked away as fast as possible.
Scary loh.
Makes my hair stands.
Aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Okayy, math ppr 2 today was difficult la.
And time wasnt enuff.
First page was enuff to kill me.
I better keep my fingers crossed.

Anyway, miss siew finished marking our geog ppr.
Saw her outside the staff room so i jus casually ask her.
Then, she sayang my fringe/forehead and said, "this one(me) very good, got study."
Hahahaha.
She told me i got thirty odd appoint fifty.
Xiaoqing was top i tink, she got 45/50.
Huiyi got 40/50.
They're always the geog pro.

Okay, after ppr, went to Alif again.
With jianming, jasper, jiekai, pritpal and huiyi.
Pritpal treated us the pizza-murtarbak.
Hahaha.
One mutton, one beef, one chicken.
Total $15.
Pritpal is sucha good person.
Nothing much happened today.
No fun.
Jasper, pritpal and jianming isnt happy about a certain thing lah.
So finished eating then went home.


Al-qaeda.
Hmm.. this word jus appeared in my mind.
Terror, terrorist.

Rufio is a good band.

Bcos of my damn flu, i didnt study much for social studies.
It sucks big time loh.
I feel like using a lighter and burn my nose.
And prolly all my nostril's hair will be burnt.
I was half deaf this morning. I lost my hearing on my right ear due to my flu.
My flu hasnt gone for 3 days.
It really sucks big time lah.

Xiao Qing broke down today.
As in, mentally and physically.
Heard she came to school today and she felt dizzy, so she went home.
Kinda worried for her anyways.
Hope she's alright.
See, den get over stressed.
Just study lah, dun over-study.
Like me, so care-free. Ha ha.

K, so i had social studies today.
Mdm Chan walked to me and said, "Take note of your time".
For me, i think tht the ppr was rather difficult.

After the ppr, went off for breakfast with jianming, jasper, roy, pritpal and jiekai again.
Ohhh.. tmrw is $$10 mutarbak day!
Had breakfast at macdonald's.
And omg, it was disaster.
I bought a 4 dollar student meal and they fucking screw my meal up.
Xcept for my precious burger.
They poured honey, pepper, sugar, mayanoise, salt, chilli, jam, tissue ppr, milo and whatever they can find inside my Coffee.
I swear it looks like vomit.
Being the only girl thr always makes me the victim for them to bully.
Haha, nvm lah, they're my brothers mah.
Then, they poured it inside the toilet bowl.
Really gross.
Screw them.
And then they squeezed my hashbrown till it was like roti prata.
Crazy bitches.
But at least jianming got me a new cup of coffee.

Once again, after eating, we got nth to do, the guys started to disturb pple again.
Thr's this guy from swiss, wearing a 50cent-look-alike-cap with his school uniform and he walked in to macdonald.
I mean it's like, you wear uniform with tht kinda hat in this kind of place?
The moment me and jasper saw it, we cant stop laughing.
Then pritpal shouted, "ehh.. here got sun meh? so hot sia".
Haha.
Then jianming and jasper started shouting, "yo yo yo, wassup".
Haha.
All the guys started to stare at him with the not-very-happy kinda look.
Haha.
Then jianming started to talk on the phone, when actually thr's no body talking to him, he's like a retared lah.
He said loudly on the phone in chinese, "eh, got pple tiao(stare) at me leh.. come down leh, bring 10 pple."
Hahaha, nonsense nonsense.
K, then they continue to stare and stare and stare and stare and stare.

Until it was 1130, we decided to go home.
Not fun mah.
Before we go, they walk past him and stare at him one by one.
Then, i heard one of them say, "got problem ar?"
Then jianming shouted, "who say got problem?!"

But peace, we left off.
No fight lah.
We're good kids.
We're friendly pple.
We're the disciples of saints.
Hahahaha.



Ystd Aaron said i look like Emily the strange.
Then, i recalled wad my frens used to say i looked like.
Roy once said Rihana reminds him of me. Hahahaha.
Huiyi agreed too.
But it's like, Rihana is so sexy and pretty lah, how can i possibly look like her?
A heaven and a hell.
Huiyi said i look like a hamster. Actually, everybody says i look like a hamster.
Jason said i look like a rodent, a furball. Wahahahaha.
Jianming said i look like a bulldog. Boo hoo.
Eddie says i look like a hippo, a mother pig, a rabbit. LOL.
Sharifah says i look like undertaker, the wrestler. Hahahahaha.
Many many many many many says i look like a malay.
I still remb Mrs Tai once asked me, "angeline, are u a singaporean?", "you dont look like a singaporean"
I'ma pure singapore loh.
Hmm.. what else?
Haha, tell me wad else do i look like.
I would love to noe.
Hehehe.

I feel so drowsy and dizzy after taking my medicine.
My head is swirling and spinning.
Goodbyeeeeeeeeee.

Artic Monkey is a good band.

Try something.
Something.
Something something lah.
Haha, try searching your name on yahoo search or googles.
Hahaha, you can find many many different kind of topics.
I found my own blog post.

Hahaha.
Had poa ppr today.
Hmm.. like tht like tht loh.
Like this like tht lah.
You get what i mean? It's like, like tht, like, like this lah.
K lah.

Oh ya.
Aaron says i look like emily the strange
Or it reminds him of me.
It's like, hahahahhahahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahaha
hahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahah lah.
Something must be wrong with him.
It's like, so ha ha ha.
LMAO.

I just cant concentrate on studying lah.
Everything just seemed to be distracting me.
Only mid night studies can help me.
But sometimes, im afraid of the dark................................................................

Our Lady Peace is a good band.

It's may the second.
Had english ppr 2 and geography ppr today.
English's passage one is hella diff lah.
It's bout space travel and stuffs.
Cosmos-1 scientist? Wth.

Geography.
It's like im writing my last death note.
I didnt stop writing for 1hr30mins lah.
At the end, my hand felt like a retard's.
I noe how to do all the ques xcept for some of the map reading ques, but time wasnt sufficient.
Boo hoo.

K, so after all the test, went to find mrs tai to clear out doubts for poa.
Which is tmrw's ppr.
About 1/4 of the class went.
Stayed in class and discussed.
And..... laugh also.
Hahaha.
We were making fun of pritpal.
We spoke in mandrain, and he actually understands.
Then jianming, jasper and eddie started speaking in hokkien.
And we used hokkien to scold him.
Haha, pritpal was so damn pissed, cos he cant understand a single shit.
And finally for once, pritpal's mouth is shut.
Ohh pple, wad's squirt?? hahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha.
LMAO.
Go figure.
Ha ha ha ha ha ha.
Ohh.. pritpal says ima piece of shit.
And he's a drip of urine.

K.
So after tht me, xiaoqing and adelene went for lunch in the canteen.
Xiaoqing's so so stress, if she continues like tht, she may break down anytime.
One look at her face, i can tell tht she's under lotsa lotsa stress.
Tht worries me alot.
Walked home after tht.
Bought some sweets.

And then i on the computer.
And then, i was brb.
I went to the mrt station to meet my mum.
Was thr to carry luggages, my cousin is in town, frm indonesia.

Okay, then, im here loh.
K, i need to go bath, take a short nap, eat and then study!
Mug pple, mug!
Haha, k loh, goodbye.

Scary Kids Scaring Kids is a good band.

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